Lost and Looking

I am just not sure where to go from here.  I am looking for the the way, but cannot find it. Feeling lost is one of the saddest feelings.  When at a crossroad in one's life, with no one to lead you along the correct path, it can feel daunting and overwhelming.  I know that I have to find the way on my own, as it will not be another who leads me along.  Need to find the strength and courage to find the path that will lead me out of my deep sadness. 

For now, I will keep looking.....

Permanently Broken

I feel like an engine that is permanently missing an important part..... I am never going to run right.

Sad Day

And, with this sad day, comes yet another reminder.  The coincidence is striking, albeit obvious.  What message is trying to be relayed to me I wonder.  Or is it all just merely coincidence and nothing more?  I wonder, endlessly. 

Cruel Twist of Fate

Why is it that I have to be reminded many times every day?  So many things, sometimes seemingly random in nature, appear to remind me.  I can be concentrating on something completely unrelated and then out of nowhere, something shows up to remind me.... endless suffering it is.  Cruel twist of fate indeed.

Favorite Quote This Week...

"You are bad, but in a good way"...

Love This

"Oh! What a tangled web we weave.  When first we practice to deceive!"
From the poem Marmion, Sir Walter Scott.

Sometimes...

I feel like a part time source of entertainment.